I am in the process of filling out my student teaching and graduation application. It has been the hardest 6 page packet for me to complete.
I knew this day would eventually come, but it feels so different than what I was expecting. The reality of graduating and leaving college is rapidly becoming a reality.
I have so many things I want to do with my life. I could list them all, but that could be a whole blog post by itself.
It has been overwhelming to say the least.
I'm trying so hard to be practical. I'm trying to make rational plans.
But I need to be honest.
All I really want is to see a transformation in our culture.
I want to see those who are in bondage freed.
I want to see every sickness healed.
I want to see people's lives transformed by the love of Jesus.
I want to see people run toward Jesus with everything they have.
I want people to know they are loved and valued.
I want to see Christians influencing the world around them, instead of the other way around.
I want people to know that Jesus is waiting with arms wide open to love them.
All I really want is to see Heaven come to earth.
I have no idea what the rest of my life is going to look like, and that is okay. I know that I'm going to spend the rest of my life running toward Jesus, running with Jesus. I know I'm going to see God's love change people's lives wherever I am.
If I am in a classroom in Peoria, Arizona, I will love my students and show them Jesus through everything I do. I will love my co-workers and I will bring the kingdom of God into the school.
If I am in the bars of Pattaya, Thailand, I will love the prostitutes, ladyboys, bar owners and customers just like Jesus would. I will speak truth and love into their lives.
If I am in the dirt of a slum village, I will be loving those people with all of the love that Jesus has put within me.
If I am in the business arena, I will run a business with godly principles. I will expect that God use the business to touch people's lives with the love of Jesus.
Wherever I go and whatever I do, I will be loving people because Jesus called me to love. Love looks like something. As cliche as it sounds, I am determined to live a life of love.
Wherever I go, the kingdom of God goes also.
I'm excited.
Casey, you pretty much echo the cry of my heart right now. It's pretty crazy how much so. Thanks for sharing. :)
ReplyDeleteI love your heart. It's beautiful. <3
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